I had a Biology test on Friday (which I totally rocked 74/80) and so I spent a major part of Thursday studying. I texted Josh asking for a study party and he agreed so every bit of free time we shared, I spent mine studying with him while he played Pokemon :). We ate dinner twice, once with Ben, and those were my few breaks from studying. After I finished studying we went to bed since we were so tired. Of course, going to bed doesn't mean going to sleep. As the night progressed, we got a little closer and cuddled a little more and eventually kissed. It was nice :)
Apparently, I was supposed to text Jonathan and hang out with him Thursday. I feel as if my school work and studying takes precedence over hanging out with him. I saw him Friday on my way to class, and I was going to ignore him, but I decided against it and smiled at him. He basically snuffed off my existence and gave a very fake smile. How rude.
Friday, I picked Josh up and we went to UPS, to mail my VSU application, and to Kroger because he needed to go. I learned quite a bit about Josh, allergies and Josh's allergies. It was a very interesting and worthwhile trip. Afterwards we went to Josh's place and helped Mikey, his roommate, get ready for a formal he was attending. I had to leave early though so I could go eat and get on the road with Kelley to see Steel Magnolias. We drove about 45 minutes and were still kind of late and when we got to the church we basically walked around the whole thing and couldn't find where the play was being held. So finally I suggested we just drive around and look for cars and she said we had nothing else to lose. Apparently, there is a community theatre behind the church and that's where it was being shown... Crazy Bible beaters. The play was absolutely amazing though. After we got back, I went downtown to dance, which was definitely fun and then went back to my bed and immediately fell asleep.
Oh yeah, I must add that I've had this uncontrollable urge to play Pokemon. I completely blame you, Josh! :P
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
So Tired
Lately, I've been too busy or too tired to update as much as I'd like. It sucks. Oh well. Here's a short update of the goings on in my life.
Two nights ago I was in Kelley's room and Jaryd, her boyfriend, said he had a surprise for her and that he wanted to come over so that was exciting. I finally got to meet him. Later that night I guess I finally gave in and went to Jonathan's place and watched a movie with him. We watched L'Auberge Espanol. It was pretty good. After that, I decided to stay and we cuddled and what not. What was I thinking?
So, yesterday I woke up at Jonathan's place and I was dead tired. I fell asleep in my first class and did everything in my power to not fall asleep in my next class. When I got back from my class I immediately fell asleep in my bed. The rest of the day I did somewhat productive things.
Paul and I had decided that we were going to play Brawl that night and so he picked me up from the SLC at 9 and then we went to pick Josh up from work and the three of us went to Snelling and then to Paul's place to hang out. I thought I absolutely sucked at Brawl but apparently I'm better than the both of them. :P Paul is oh so very ticklish. So, very often Josh and I would stop what we're doing to just tickle him. It was a really fun night. Jonathan texted me at 2 while I was still at Paul's wanting me to go to his place. I basically gave the impression that I didn't want to so he texted Josh asking for a cuddle party. He's very forward and how dare he think I'd want to spend more than one consecutive day with him. Down to three potential boyfriends.
Two nights ago I was in Kelley's room and Jaryd, her boyfriend, said he had a surprise for her and that he wanted to come over so that was exciting. I finally got to meet him. Later that night I guess I finally gave in and went to Jonathan's place and watched a movie with him. We watched L'Auberge Espanol. It was pretty good. After that, I decided to stay and we cuddled and what not. What was I thinking?
So, yesterday I woke up at Jonathan's place and I was dead tired. I fell asleep in my first class and did everything in my power to not fall asleep in my next class. When I got back from my class I immediately fell asleep in my bed. The rest of the day I did somewhat productive things.
Paul and I had decided that we were going to play Brawl that night and so he picked me up from the SLC at 9 and then we went to pick Josh up from work and the three of us went to Snelling and then to Paul's place to hang out. I thought I absolutely sucked at Brawl but apparently I'm better than the both of them. :P Paul is oh so very ticklish. So, very often Josh and I would stop what we're doing to just tickle him. It was a really fun night. Jonathan texted me at 2 while I was still at Paul's wanting me to go to his place. I basically gave the impression that I didn't want to so he texted Josh asking for a cuddle party. He's very forward and how dare he think I'd want to spend more than one consecutive day with him. Down to three potential boyfriends.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Potential Boyfriends
As of last night I have discovered four potential boyfriends. Well, five if you include Ryan G. but I'd rather be his friend than date him but he has let me know that the offer is there. I've met each of them through a friend and I told myself that if I were to date someone it would be because I actually met them in person first as opposed to online. I can still remember how I met all of them, mind you I met two of them just last week. Even though I do like each of them, there is something about them that makes it to where I just can't see me dating them. Most of the cases are unexplainable. Anyways, here they are in no specific order (although it's probably a thematic order).
1. Jonathan C. -- I met him last week through Josh. He's funny and pretty cute. He's also Asian and I used to be obsessed with everything Asian. He literally lives down the road in walking distance so it wouldn't be too inconvenient. But he's basically told me, though not in these words, that he would only be able to date someone when it convenienced him. He's pretty busy but as am I. So I see this one as being the least likely to work out.
2. Joseph F. -- I met him last weekend through Chris and Caleb. We went to his house to drink. He lives on the next street over but it's still pretty close. Definitely close enough to walk though we didn't. It was really fun. He has nice looks as well and he plays hockey. The next day Caleb texted me basically asking me if he wanted me to hook us up so it makes me believe that Joseph likes me. Well, that and he keeps poking me on Facebook. Little does Caleb know I can do things quite well on my own and Joseph took me to Wal-Mart that day. It was pretty fun and the conversation flowed nicely. He seemed a little subservient though and always walked a couple feet behind me. But this could just be because I walk really fast and I'm over analysing things. I wouldn't mind dating him but he's not my top choice.
3. Paul B. - I met him last semester through Dustin B., definitely no relation. Dustin told me on more than one occasion that Paul thought I was cute. I wasn't really attracted to him at the time but as I got to know him better we became friends. He took me out on a couple of dates but nothing particularly amazing sparked and then for some reason we just stopped hanging out. Nothing bad happened. We just stopped. And now we're becoming friends again and I believe the attraction is growing. I stayed the night at his house last night. He studied for a bit and then we started tickling each other then we went to bed. Of course we cuddled and it was pretty nice. It was probably one of the first times I was able to sleep while cuddling and I imagine we slept peacefully because we woke up in the same position. Sometimes we bicker but it's nothing too serious so I guess we'll see where things lead.
And finally...
4. Josh H. - Surprised? Me too. We met on a bus through Dustin B. He's kind of nerdy and a little dorky and, though I make fun of him for it, he's probably the one I'd want to be with over the rest. We've been hanging out quite a bit and I really enjoy the moments we spend together. The only problem is that I don't want anything to happen to our friendship. I don't want things to be weird or to end completely. There are times when I can sense he may be attracted to me as well, though I'm probably completely wrong, and other times I just feel as if I annoy him. Which isn't surprising. I'm a pretty annoying person. Even if nothing happens I would still be quite content with us remaining to be friends.
Since I'm at a loss for what to do, I figure I'll let them do the pursuing for a week or more. I've decided that I'm going to return back to the ways of old fashioned dating. Some have mentioned going on one but I've yet to see a follow-up so none are really scoring any points :P As always, I guess I'm just going to see how things go.
1. Jonathan C. -- I met him last week through Josh. He's funny and pretty cute. He's also Asian and I used to be obsessed with everything Asian. He literally lives down the road in walking distance so it wouldn't be too inconvenient. But he's basically told me, though not in these words, that he would only be able to date someone when it convenienced him. He's pretty busy but as am I. So I see this one as being the least likely to work out.
2. Joseph F. -- I met him last weekend through Chris and Caleb. We went to his house to drink. He lives on the next street over but it's still pretty close. Definitely close enough to walk though we didn't. It was really fun. He has nice looks as well and he plays hockey. The next day Caleb texted me basically asking me if he wanted me to hook us up so it makes me believe that Joseph likes me. Well, that and he keeps poking me on Facebook. Little does Caleb know I can do things quite well on my own and Joseph took me to Wal-Mart that day. It was pretty fun and the conversation flowed nicely. He seemed a little subservient though and always walked a couple feet behind me. But this could just be because I walk really fast and I'm over analysing things. I wouldn't mind dating him but he's not my top choice.
3. Paul B. - I met him last semester through Dustin B., definitely no relation. Dustin told me on more than one occasion that Paul thought I was cute. I wasn't really attracted to him at the time but as I got to know him better we became friends. He took me out on a couple of dates but nothing particularly amazing sparked and then for some reason we just stopped hanging out. Nothing bad happened. We just stopped. And now we're becoming friends again and I believe the attraction is growing. I stayed the night at his house last night. He studied for a bit and then we started tickling each other then we went to bed. Of course we cuddled and it was pretty nice. It was probably one of the first times I was able to sleep while cuddling and I imagine we slept peacefully because we woke up in the same position. Sometimes we bicker but it's nothing too serious so I guess we'll see where things lead.
And finally...
4. Josh H. - Surprised? Me too. We met on a bus through Dustin B. He's kind of nerdy and a little dorky and, though I make fun of him for it, he's probably the one I'd want to be with over the rest. We've been hanging out quite a bit and I really enjoy the moments we spend together. The only problem is that I don't want anything to happen to our friendship. I don't want things to be weird or to end completely. There are times when I can sense he may be attracted to me as well, though I'm probably completely wrong, and other times I just feel as if I annoy him. Which isn't surprising. I'm a pretty annoying person. Even if nothing happens I would still be quite content with us remaining to be friends.
Since I'm at a loss for what to do, I figure I'll let them do the pursuing for a week or more. I've decided that I'm going to return back to the ways of old fashioned dating. Some have mentioned going on one but I've yet to see a follow-up so none are really scoring any points :P As always, I guess I'm just going to see how things go.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
How Time Flies
The weekend is already over. It seems as if it only started yesterday. Sadness. But now I understand how people could just all of a sudden stop writing a blog. Sometimes you just completely forget that you even have one. Going out at night and then updating the next morning can be quite the hassle.
Yesterday was Caleb's birthday and I meant to give him his present but either he was busy or I was so I never got around to it. On his way back from Atlanta he texted me asking me if I wanted to go to one of Chris', his boyfriend, friend's places to drink. Duh. I was kind of shocked that it was Chris who wanted me to go but apparently he likes me a whole lot more now for some reason. So of course I went. I met Chris' friend Joey who is a really nice guy. He plays hockey and he took me to Wal-Mart today. Chris and I really bonded last night. Basically, Chris and I have everything in common that Caleb and Chris do not... which is quite a bit apparently. I think he likes me even more now :)
I can't decide if I want to peruse Jonathan or Joey, let things just play out with both or neither. It's quite the trivial dilemma I have found myself in. They're both nice and have personality and I enjoy hanging out with them but there is something about both of them, though it's different, that I don't like. Not something major but something that possibly prevents me from becoming really attracted to them. I guess I'll just let time progress and see what happens.
I want to lay in the sun tomorrow.
I need to study.
I wish Caleb would return so I could get rid of his bloody gift.
I am really tired.
Yesterday was Caleb's birthday and I meant to give him his present but either he was busy or I was so I never got around to it. On his way back from Atlanta he texted me asking me if I wanted to go to one of Chris', his boyfriend, friend's places to drink. Duh. I was kind of shocked that it was Chris who wanted me to go but apparently he likes me a whole lot more now for some reason. So of course I went. I met Chris' friend Joey who is a really nice guy. He plays hockey and he took me to Wal-Mart today. Chris and I really bonded last night. Basically, Chris and I have everything in common that Caleb and Chris do not... which is quite a bit apparently. I think he likes me even more now :)
I can't decide if I want to peruse Jonathan or Joey, let things just play out with both or neither. It's quite the trivial dilemma I have found myself in. They're both nice and have personality and I enjoy hanging out with them but there is something about both of them, though it's different, that I don't like. Not something major but something that possibly prevents me from becoming really attracted to them. I guess I'll just let time progress and see what happens.
I want to lay in the sun tomorrow.
I need to study.
I wish Caleb would return so I could get rid of his bloody gift.
I am really tired.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Last Time
Well, I thought I had a change of heart but Justin S. (of UGA) really wanted to come over so how could I resist? He left about an hour ago. I would have updated sooner but I went to Kelley's room and I've been too busy updating my list, putting it in chronological order and adding new sections. Justin said he wanted to go down on me so I figured I would let him once and it would be out of his system. He came over and we kind of played on my bed and then I guess he did what he basically came to do and then we were done... Afterwards, we layed on my bed and cuddled.
He's kind of weird. He would look at me funny and when I would look at him he would quickly look away. I guess you could say he's very child-like. He's very short like one as well. I don't know. But I've been talking with Kelley and I think we've (well I've) decided that tomorrow being Easter is a great time to turn my life around. I apologize now if my blogs get boring from here on out :)
He's kind of weird. He would look at me funny and when I would look at him he would quickly look away. I guess you could say he's very child-like. He's very short like one as well. I don't know. But I've been talking with Kelley and I think we've (well I've) decided that tomorrow being Easter is a great time to turn my life around. I apologize now if my blogs get boring from here on out :)
Change of Heart
I do believe I've had another epiphany or revelation or whatever you normal people call it. Last night went exactly as expected but I didn't think I'd feel this way when it was over. After hearing about the problems one of my friends went through, her depression and how her father died, and then what happened last night, I've decided to become a genuinely better person. I don't know how it's going to happen but I suppose it can. I suppose I can start by doing less bad and more good. Anyways, on to the meat of the story.
Last night, Ryan G. was drunk and I knew it before I even texted him. One thing led to another and, oh, there I am in his room. He let it be known, before we even got back to his place, that he wasn't wearing underwear. He also conveniently happen to mention that he broke up with his boyfriend some time ago. So all of this time he didn't have a boyfriend... We got back and started watching TV and getting closer to each other. He would rub his hand on my arm or scratch my back. Then, of course, we started making out and slowly shedding the clothes. The TV is still on. I don't know about you but no matter what I'm doing, if that TV is on I'm going to watch/listen to it. We'd be making out, something funny would be said so I'd laugh. He insisted on keeping the TV on. So, finally I told him, "I'm not getting naked until the TV goes off." It's not like I'm uncomfortable with my body -- the full moon was seemingly emitting more light than the TV. The TV was just annoying.
We were rolling around on his futon, switching who was on top and who was on bottom. One of the times when I was on bottom, he went down on me. Let me tell ya, having someone else do it for you is so much more pleasurable than doing it yourself. I don't know why but I just won't go down on people. I've heard it really isn't that bad but I just can't bring myself to do it. So we finished without actually 'finishing' if you know what I mean and we just started to cuddle with me being the big spoon. Naked cuddling couldn't possibly lead to good things. Some pelvic thrusting began and next thing you know it was in. We. Were. Doing. It. It was very weird at first. Not at all what I was expecting. I was expecting some instant pleasure and not so much of some weird pressure. I didn't even realize it was in at first. But the whole time I couldn't help but think, "I think we're doing it. Are we doing it? It might be in. I think it's in! What are we doing?" We switched positions and things got a little better. Had we some lube I'm sure it would have been absolutely amazing! But the pleasure mixed with chaffing just didn't feel too nice. He then all of a sudden felt really bad so we stopped much to my dismay. It's fine though. We talked and I found out some very interesting information.
1. He thinks I'm a good kisser which is a major yay. It must be true because he's not the first who has told me. 2. It's not very attractive to discuss my list of boys I've been with. Surprisingly many people think I'm some innocent boy who is inexperienced and they find that more attractive. 3. Apparently all of Russell knew about my blog, at least the gays anyways. This is the reason it is now private and if you're reading it now it means I like you very very much and that you weren't lazy enough to blow off signing into Google. I might have learned more but I really don't remember so therefore I can't possibly care.
Last night, Ryan G. was drunk and I knew it before I even texted him. One thing led to another and, oh, there I am in his room. He let it be known, before we even got back to his place, that he wasn't wearing underwear. He also conveniently happen to mention that he broke up with his boyfriend some time ago. So all of this time he didn't have a boyfriend... We got back and started watching TV and getting closer to each other. He would rub his hand on my arm or scratch my back. Then, of course, we started making out and slowly shedding the clothes. The TV is still on. I don't know about you but no matter what I'm doing, if that TV is on I'm going to watch/listen to it. We'd be making out, something funny would be said so I'd laugh. He insisted on keeping the TV on. So, finally I told him, "I'm not getting naked until the TV goes off." It's not like I'm uncomfortable with my body -- the full moon was seemingly emitting more light than the TV. The TV was just annoying.
We were rolling around on his futon, switching who was on top and who was on bottom. One of the times when I was on bottom, he went down on me. Let me tell ya, having someone else do it for you is so much more pleasurable than doing it yourself. I don't know why but I just won't go down on people. I've heard it really isn't that bad but I just can't bring myself to do it. So we finished without actually 'finishing' if you know what I mean and we just started to cuddle with me being the big spoon. Naked cuddling couldn't possibly lead to good things. Some pelvic thrusting began and next thing you know it was in. We. Were. Doing. It. It was very weird at first. Not at all what I was expecting. I was expecting some instant pleasure and not so much of some weird pressure. I didn't even realize it was in at first. But the whole time I couldn't help but think, "I think we're doing it. Are we doing it? It might be in. I think it's in! What are we doing?" We switched positions and things got a little better. Had we some lube I'm sure it would have been absolutely amazing! But the pleasure mixed with chaffing just didn't feel too nice. He then all of a sudden felt really bad so we stopped much to my dismay. It's fine though. We talked and I found out some very interesting information.
1. He thinks I'm a good kisser which is a major yay. It must be true because he's not the first who has told me. 2. It's not very attractive to discuss my list of boys I've been with. Surprisingly many people think I'm some innocent boy who is inexperienced and they find that more attractive. 3. Apparently all of Russell knew about my blog, at least the gays anyways. This is the reason it is now private and if you're reading it now it means I like you very very much and that you weren't lazy enough to blow off signing into Google. I might have learned more but I really don't remember so therefore I can't possibly care.
Last Home Meet
So, tonight was the last home meet for the Georgia Gym Dogs! It was a pretty great meet. We won (of course) but not without some difficulty. Things started out rather rough for the girls but we ended up getting two 10s!!! It was pretty amazing. Afterwards, we all went to Choo Choos and had a marvelous time :)
Caleb and I then got ready to go to some drag show, which was lame, with his boyfriend, Chris Stokes, Dustin B and his boyfriend. Absolutely not fun. I was throwing up Cobra Ones all night! Carrie and Michelle finally arrived downtown and I met them at Buddha Bar. It was pretty fun. I had never been before and it was fairly interesting. Then Carrie and I just felt the uncontrollable urge to dance so we left and went to Level 131. I just so happened to get in for free because I'm one sly guy :) Saw a ton of my Myers friends there which was great. We didn't leave until it closed which was rather awkward. Staying until a club closes is just weird. And now I'm back in my room, bored, about to go to Ryan G's room. :D
Caleb and I then got ready to go to some drag show, which was lame, with his boyfriend, Chris Stokes, Dustin B and his boyfriend. Absolutely not fun. I was throwing up Cobra Ones all night! Carrie and Michelle finally arrived downtown and I met them at Buddha Bar. It was pretty fun. I had never been before and it was fairly interesting. Then Carrie and I just felt the uncontrollable urge to dance so we left and went to Level 131. I just so happened to get in for free because I'm one sly guy :) Saw a ton of my Myers friends there which was great. We didn't leave until it closed which was rather awkward. Staying until a club closes is just weird. And now I'm back in my room, bored, about to go to Ryan G's room. :D
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