End of Semester, Beginning of Summer

I don't think there could have been a better way to end a semester. My first year of college was pretty much amazing and I loved 99.9% of it. Friday, Emily's friend Stephanie came into town and so of course we had to go out. I was planning on going out with Jenna, Natalie and Lily but I hadn't seen Stephanie since Christmas so I went out with them. We went to the Level and when we arrived there was absolutely no one there. It was kind of sad. Stephanie, being Morman, is sheltered from many things such as clubs, dancing, and caffeine. It got better after a while and Stephanie said she really enjoyed herself.

I can't really remember Saturday so I imagine I did a whole bunch of nothing. I watched Jumper some time during the day. Caleb and I had been planning to go to Blur together with Ali for some time but, of course, when the time came, Ali backed out. I didn't want to go downtown alone so I decided to stay in and watch August Rush. I got to thinking more and more about going downtown because it would be the last night I was able. Caleb texted me and told me that he wasn't even going out now because he was going to stay in with Joey. I see this being a major problem in the future. Daniel was at Blur though so I thought that if I went I would still have someone to hang out with. Jenna then texted me telling me they were at the Loft so I decided to go out anyways. I went to the Loft for about 10 minutes but I couldn't find anyone I knew so I walked to Blur. I hung out with Daniel H. and his friends Ryan P. and Ashley. They were fun. Afterwards, we went to McDonalds then bed.

Sunday, Daniel, Ryan and I were going to go to East-West Bistro for brunch and to see Ashley at work but when we got there, we decided it was too expensive and we didn't see Ashley there anyways. We decided to go to 5 Star Cafe instead. I ordered these HUGE blueberry pancakes. They were soo good. After that, I kind of invited myself over to Daniel's house to see his cat while he got his stuff together to go study. I asked him if I could stay the night because my room had nothing in it since I had to be out the next morning. I then went back to my room and slept for about five hours. I woke up, got food and then watched The Golden Compass. After this I decided to head on over to Daniel's house even though he was still in the SLC studying. I called him and he said he'd be back in an hour. So I studied at his place for about two hours and he still wasn't back so I decided to go to bed in his bed. He got back after midnight, I think closer to one or after, and went to bed because he had to be up at 5 30 to finish studying for his final at 8.

Just as a side note, I met Daniel when I was a junior in high school and I have liked him ever since. He was with Dustin B. at the time and I couldn't understand why. Dustin wasn't good enough for him. But at the end of the year Daniel left for UGA and he kind of just ignored me for a long time. He then started dating Chase which kind of broke my heart. A year later, I arrive at UGA and I try again to hang out with Daniel, much to no avail. I'd see him around and we'd say our heys but that was it. Finally, kind of ironically, but with the opening of the new gay club we had a chance to hang out. We finally had mutual friends. Also, maybe about a month ago he had broken up with Chase. When we hung out Saturday, he apologized for what happened and we were friends again. It made me so happy.

So, back to Sunday, I was in his bed with him. It makes me sound selfish but I was almost angry that he didn't cuddle with me. But I made the best of it attempted to sleep to the sounds of his cat mewing. After some time, I couldn't believe it, he put his arm around me! It made me feel amazing. After cuddling for some time, he rolled over and I really couldn't interpret this action. Did he want me to put my arm around him? Was he done with me? I didn't know, so yet again I made the best of it and tried to go to sleep. But, not much longer, he rolled back over and put his arm around me. He then started feeling me up and some groping followed. Which I absolutely did not mind. A little later he then rolled over but this time I knew. I started to scratch his back and then started rubbing my hands on his back and stomach. I then began to feel around his member. He then rolled over and started feeling mine again. We then started to make out and he pulled me on top of him. We made out some more and I started to make my way down his body. I couldn't believe what I was doing. I don't know what was going through my head but I knew I was about to give my first blow job. It was so weird. I became really giddy and had to stop myself from laughing several times. His body started to lose control and I knew he was close. I pulled away and after we cleaned up he started to go down on me. But all I could think about was how successful my first blow job was. It was so silly. I couldn't stop smiling and laughing. Needless to say, the mood was kind of gone so we just went to bed.

The next morning, actually about an hour later, Daniel woke up and went to the SLC to finish studying. He hugged me good bye and kissed me on the neck. I then woke up an hour or so later and went to take my final, which was supposed to take three hours but only took thirty minutes. Every time I thought about the previous night I couldn't help getting a little giddy. I had to wait until 11 30 so I could check out of my hall. So I went back to Daniel's house and started to watch Love Actually. After check-out I went back to his place finished watching and then went to his work so I could tell him good bye. I then proceeded to drive four hours back to Valdosta. It wasn't so bad. When I got back I texted Daniel and he said he wanted me to come back. It was so sweet :)

Not long after, Jarred asked me to meet him at Starbucks. After that we ate at Moe's. He has a new job as the make-up artist at Sublime. He had to learn about the colors and everything so I decided to help him. We went back to his house and played with the make-up some then watched Awake. We then went to bed. Everytime I return to Valdosta I'm so afraid that either Jarred or I have changed and that we won't be friends anymore for some reason. But I'm so glad everytime to see that we both have indeed changed but our friendship never dies.

Today I had an eye appointment and I'm so glad to see the professionals can't do their job. I know for a fact my eyes are getting worse but they don't seem to think so... Maybe they aren't. I don't know. I just want perfect vision :(. After my appointment, I went to Lauren's house and hung out with her and Arie, her daughter. She's sooo adorable. She's walking now. We watched Balls of Fury and then I took her to Zaxby's. We went back to her house for some time and now I'm back home. Yay Valdosta!